crazy

• isn't it crazy how quickly your life can change in just a few weeks? or maybe the change comes so slowly and over time that you don't realize it when it's happening. instead, you wake up one day and realize that something's different, but you can't quite put your finger on it.
• i have to make a decision pretty soon. well, i've basically made the decision-i just don't like it. i keep stalling because i'm holding out hope that a third option presents itself. i don't think it will. growing up stinks.
• i miss asu. my dad mentioned something about the asu basketball teams yesterday, and i got a little sad thinking about how i'm not a student there anymore. is that silly?
• today someone at school gave me a book on teacher prayers. it made me cry. it's just great being this emotional...
• that overwhelming feeling is starting to kick in. i don't think i know what i'm doing. oh Jesus help me.
• i've got to go to bed. hysteria is about to set in. good night.